I am not doing well. Terrible day today. I fell apart big time. I don't want to go over it again. I am finally sitting in a bed at the Embassy Suite and wishing I could stay for a few days. I have an appointment with my counselor tomorrow and I don't want to go. I want to sleep in late, rest, recuperate. I will send her a text. I am not sure if she will get it. I am going downstairs to get my things in the van. My favorite part of the hotel is how fresh and clean everything is. Next day......... Walking up in the hotel today I am so clam. The beautiful crisp white sheets and pillow... I wish I had these at home. Random thoughts, can't find link or connection.... written down in journal May 29, 2009. Work - Honesty - Loyalty - Hard Work Learned the best classroom in the world can be at the feet of the elderly. Everyone wrote a thanksgiving tribute by writing a nice word or sentiment about each of his or her coworkers. Lived through the great de...