It can be hard when you mess up like I do... I have glaring faults that unfortunately appear visible to others... when I become tripped up. Rejection Hurts - We are all Flawed, But all still Lovable. I have been through a very hard situation. What is new? Relationships are hard when you are not ..... I am ashamed, embarrassed and painfully hurting. A situation started after the first weeks and gone under the rug, until I spoke up last Monday... drawn into frankly, frustrated anger. I am not saying I am not to be responsible or to blame. I have dealt with God and a written apology for my part to those involved, but we received a certified letter today saying that I may not go in the building but only drop off my children in the parking lot because of my "disquieting incidents". I really feel I have let my children down... here I am again, being cut off from them because I am an "undesirable, raw-around-the-edges, not traditional churchy-lady refined, imperfec...