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Voices - Do you hear them?

Voices? Do you have them? Do you hear them? Is it like a web messed up, growing in your head? Is it your our mind? your conscience? your emotions? your spirit? your will? Or someone... something ... else How do you know? How can it be? What separates imagined from what is real... or reality from what is imagined ... if it is only you who hears it? Did you ever think about that before? No one hears what goes on inside your head? It is a private world.... It can be a place of chaos, torment or delight and adventure. Does everyone have the ability to hear? or is it those - only - who are aware? Awareness... God, are you near, is it you that I sometimes hear? Of course it is. I know your voice. I know Jesus and the Holy Spirit... each speak to me in such a distinct way varying shades of the same hue... one light bend into a rainbow of colors... one moon seen from all over the globe? Do you hear? Did you know? Do you want to hear? Do you want to know? I do. So I li...

Terrible Day

I am not doing well. Terrible day today. I fell apart big time. I don't want to go over it again. I am finally sitting in a bed at the Embassy Suite and wishing I could stay for a few days. I have an appointment with my counselor tomorrow and I don't want to go. I want to sleep in late, rest, recuperate. I will send her a text. I am not sure if she will get it.  I am going downstairs to get my things in the van. My favorite part of the hotel is how fresh and clean everything is. Next day......... Walking up in the hotel today I am so clam. The beautiful crisp white sheets and pillow... I wish I had these at home. Random thoughts, can't find link or connection.... written down in journal May 29, 2009. Work - Honesty - Loyalty - Hard Work Learned the best classroom in the world can be at the feet of the elderly. Everyone wrote a thanksgiving tribute by writing a nice word or sentiment about each of his or her coworkers. Lived through the great de...