Shattered Glass Life After Abuse

Not every time can we know what some needs, We think it is just another normal day,  It may be for us, but not for another, So we tread on, as any other would, Seeing no need for extra sensitivity For people that surround us commonly In a happy home the memories and the sounds We can't see the shades shifting into grays Because to us they still seem like blues, How simple a task it is to ask for  Permission to unfold our music on hold But what gift we can give to the other side If only we could see how our activity  Lived out in the mind and soul as another comes unglued. Didn't mean to beat her, didn't mean to kick her with my shoe, Throwing water into her face, I truly tripped into the space. Don't you worry child, she was there for you, Don't you worry child, It isn't what you do, Clear tear drips in place, doesn't even come from grace, She wanted so much more but couldn't hold it together She hea...

Twirling gyro taught us to be still. Jumping lady strikes us in her snare. Pin-cushioned targets --very small Hyper-hearing timbre in the air. Mallet beaten formed in shiny chrome, Bruises shape her-- lost in human zeal. Ignored before, now more, crushing her heart. Clinging to the promise, I will kneel. Bobbing thimble, wounding wound it goes, Threaded needle wearing 'til it split. How thick the tan bleed and stained, That bared each lick and built her grit! Linen, cotton, lacy ruffle, see the frill. Leather, rivet, painful strikes the metal.  Filled with fiber, darned the broken hole. Smell the fragrance of the crushed the petal. Stitches form seams, rippers expose. Every error transposed what was done, Gluing hides the unseemly dark profile. Giving up life, before she had begun. Her rose lips meet with a toxic grail. The foam so subtle, so smooth, simply flows. Ingested-- clinks the cast foot pedal, Running ove...

High-speed velocity zigzag trackin' -- Tripping over every thought and sensation, Not high, not low, running, ribbing, non-stop go. Help me not crash, or detonate - I need to isolate. Input maxed, output floods - unplugged but full of juice. The source can't be turned off; the value is unknown. Seek the Maker. Who damaged His perfect plans? In an instant He can solve, thou He wills to let alone. Limiting contact prevents potential flares Pyromanic left too many ignitable tissues Flammable matters not contained in an atom Cells hold eighteen-plus revolving issues. Desensitize charges ground into earth. Pressurized molecules search for their balance. Slinging atoms splitting into to nanos. Science pines the mysterious challenge. Would they profess the same value or import, On the splitting minds of human beings? To help a soul recover from child abuse, To Wear flip-flops and go a mile sightseeing. Cherished theories chased for accolade, Are no co...

Opposites are the Same Do you see my smile? A tear roll down my face. Two emotions collide to be one. Seasons change but stay the same. If I crawl, will you stand If I try, will you hold my hand? Stay by me, See me through this fall I don't like the RED, wipe it away The hot makes me cold in the soul. Do you see me cry? A curve shapes on my lips. Opposites are one of the same, Both are needed or nothings gained. If I stumble, will you lift If I stop, will you wait for me? Stay by me, See me die to live I don't like the RED, it cuts so deep Gushing inside they say she never bleeds.

Medication serves its purpose, Intense therapy undertaken, Stabilizes serotonin, Keeps a hurting soul unshaken. Little pills, you are my friend, Faithful you help me to survive. Able to love, to give, to know. With you, I am today alive. Time comes when your missions complete. A healed vessel- into - I return. In therapy -placisity Of a new brain, she'd duly earn. By chems it found a place to leap, Forged pathways in concrete walls, In Turn, by turn, the drill went on Angels carried her through the falls. By faith, she tries to be unmed, Is it the time to have parole? Bravely she treads deeper waters. Trusting to dance - freeing her soul. By faith I walk feeling my way, Bending, leaning on God again. He led me through haunted darkness, Surely He can thru times so thin. Sweating, tossing, breathing, beating, Tortured, rapid re-runs - she dreams, By day she delicately chose To keep away from life's extremes. A smile, a hug, a lau...

Plink, plink the pill goes down again. Routine, patterns never broken. Chemist keepers served their purpose, Sentenced -when can I be woken? Happy chatter, silly - returns the child. Un-numbed, sedate constrained her nature. She lives within, waiting to come out, But, what form or person is the wager. Architecture holds her steel frame. Contorted by pain - intensely trained, By enterology she survives, Another day, steps ingrained. Hear me hurting - silence by design. So much easier to handle a mime. Perform charade, pleasing the crowd. Squeezing her life, repeating the crime. Back-bending to conform to others, Dishonors her spirit and soul, Year after year, held firmly restraint, Don't the chemicals take their tole? Who is at the helm, master in control, Sovereignty knows her schematics. Can she ever from elements by free? Post-traumatic Hippocratics.