I am trying to speak, to explain, but I am incapable of being heard. I am speaking clearly in my head, but what comes out is mumbled. I want to be heard, to be understood, to be empathized, But others can't comprehend or even barely listen to what is uttered. It is too hard to listen to, dragging them deep where they do not want to go. Pretty little house, cute little family. We go to church. We serve. Love the Lord. Raise our kids. You are weird, complicated, too hard to be a friend. I don't need that in my life. I have a ministry and enough to do. Help me find a way to end this conversation. Help me get away. I will never speak to her again. I will be quiet. I will pretend to listen, But I am not. I have already moved on. Sticky people are more trouble than they are worth. What is that you said? You couldn't possibly. Are you serious? How could you think that? I am trying to learn to not speak ... at least to certain people... but truly in most. Smi...